I never thought I would be writing this post. 6 months exactly from the day we heard our first baby had no heartbeat, I took a pregnancy test and saw two little lines. We were so excited. FINALLY. After 6 months of sadness and hurt we finally had our rainbow baby. We talked nonchalantly about the future, nicknames, joked about Payden's gear getting...

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6 months ago, I had a miscarriage. Mother's Day is tomorrow and all I can think about is how in one month, my baby should be due and in my arms. I should be looking at my bulging belly, annoyed by my swelling feet and lack of ability to breathe. I should be feeling that little life kick around inside of me, smiling...

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Today's post is going to be very raw. For those of you who don't know, we miscarried our first baby. I want to write about our experience from my point of view. Every detail, raw emotion. If you don't want to read the nitty gritty, very raw details, move on. This is more for my own personal memory and record than for anyone...

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For the past three days I had the opportunity to go out to the Massai Land in Kenya. It was one of the most profound experiences I've ever had. The Massai is one of the many tribes of Kenya, this one quite large and well known for their dress & traditions. I made the semi-long journey out to their land in the country....

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